I remember as a child of about 8 or 9 years old looking up into the sky and seeing a plane fly by. I remember praying to God and asking him to drop a friend to me from the sky. That's how lonely I felt as a child. I never fit in anywhere being myself. I was either too loud, or too flamboyant, too feminine, whatever it was I just never fit in. My entire life I have tried to do everything I can to fit in, just wanting to be loved, just wanting to be accepted, just wanting to belong......

If you are feeling – DEEP GRIEF, CONFUSION, SUSPENDED ENERGY, NO DIRECTION, LOST, LONELY, LACK of SLEEP, INTENSE ANXIETY, FEAR ABOUT THE FUTURE. Please read this message... Over the last week I have had several people contact me about near death experiences, deep grief and just a general sense of loss, loneliness and anxiety about the future. Personally I had a very close brush with death or at least severe injury and came out perfectly fine. I know I was protected, but the fear of what...

Yesterday as the snow was rapidly melting in front of my door I noticed a pile of black crow feathers in front of my door. For me crow feathers have always been a positive sign. Crows and Ravens are one of my main power animals and whenever I see or connect with them I know my guides are trying to get my attention to share an important message. The interesting thing about these feathers is that they were not laying on top of the melting snow, they were stuck inside of it. Which means they...