I remember as a child of about 8 or 9 years old looking up into the sky and seeing a plane fly by. I remember praying to God and asking him to drop a friend to me from the sky. That's how lonely I felt as a child. I never fit in anywhere being myself. I was either too loud, or too flamboyant, too feminine, whatever it was I just never fit in. My entire life I have tried to do everything I can to fit in, just wanting to be loved, just wanting to be accepted, just wanting t